I’m the kind of person who did not care about anybody in the past. Being selfish did not bother me at all. I thought that I could have whatever I want even though I was always doing evil deeds all of the time. It’s also the reason why I can’t find someone to love me. I am always busy undoing stupid stuff that is only making my life very difficult. as I begin to think of what is going to be my future I get scared. Nobody would love me because I am a monster. I have hurt all the people that I love and wasted so much time doing the things that could only ruin my life. I am an expert on cheating and lying that’s why nobody would express any kind of love for me. I guess that I did it to myself and I should not blame anyone for my actions. But then I found a lovely Chelsea escort of https://charlotteaction.org/chelsea-escorts. She managed to accept me and offered me kindness which was something new to me. I even told this Chelsea escort that I do not have a family anymore because the mistakes I have committed in the past were just so horrific. I do not understand what it means to become a man when all I ever did was hurt the people that loved and took care of me. That’s why I had to be strong and be a man about the person who is expressing a lot of interest in me. This Chelsea escort might be very kind but her patience might be limited. I do not want to miss out on her love but I am still afraid that she might expect too much out of me. All that I have ever asked for in my life is to be with someone who cans over me unconditional love. But I guess I scared away all the people that has helped me or offered me loved because there was nothing in my life but hate. Something’s got to change within. That’s why I have to drop all this stupid things and try to make this Chelsea escort love me. It is still a very long road for me to be able to achieve it but there is nothing better than I can do right now. This Chelsea escort is the best person in my life right now and it makes me scared. I do not want her to lose k retest on me just because I can’t change. Even though it took me so long to realise the past mistakes that I have done. It still feels a lot better if I would just spend time with my girl and learn more about what I should do in the first place. I do not want to lose hope and scare all of the people that mean a lot to me. Doing bad all of the time is behind me now and that is all because of one girl and I love her so much.